1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
ate shit while skateboarding
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
cracks and cockroaches (every once in a while)
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
like the sexiest woman alive
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
anything except k pop and heavy metal; mostly smooth jazz or piano with a beat
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
8:00pm approx. japan time
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
go to sleep and forget things
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
the better days
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
A Japanese fortune teller i got in Nara
9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
Pisces
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
not really
11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
No
12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
my mom
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
no... just no
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
Doodoo brown lol jk idk really
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO?
I can't see myself being proposed to
16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
energy drink
17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
Pepperoni
18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
curry rice
19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my mom
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
don't know
22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
... whats up with the relationship question? but yes
23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
No
24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Element
25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
Mitsubishi Lancer Evo 8 or Audi R8
26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
I wish
27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
I wish I had a dog
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Again with the relationship question...
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
Telling them they mean a lot to you!
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
18
31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Brunettes
32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
Harvey
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
Unkept Promises
34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
Yes
35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Being too Gullible
37. FIRST JOB?
Teppanyaki Chef
38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
Yes
39. WHAT WHERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Roaming Google Maps aimlessly
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
Liposuction
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
To kill time
42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
My eyes
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Break the law
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
A car
45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
1 or 2
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
Someone in the bible
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
No
48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
Try to go back to sleep
49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
Hot dog
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
It could be better
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
Beef
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Procrastinating
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
None
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
Maybe
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
Yes
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
It depends for what
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
I think (i have telekinesis)
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
None
59. WHAT ARE YOU WEARING?
Jeans plain white tee and crappy shoes
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
A Japanese rip off of Lego
61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
Not that many, just got a new phone
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Do I?
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Yes
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
Intelligence, beauty
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
JD, jerm
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
Strawberry
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLOR(S)?
green, red
73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
The Internet on my phone T.T Where have you goonnee???
74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
2?
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
If they dare to take on the responsibility
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
This asshole who keeps on complaining about his own dumb mistakes to our teacher
77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
fruit punch
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
S.D.? not sure
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
lol body
80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
Nujabes- feather
81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE?
Justin Beiber (is that how you spell his name?)
82. FAVORITE DRINK(S)?
Fruit Punch and Sprite
83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN:
My own - Pisces
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
Skateboarding
85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
Brown
86. EYE COLOR?
Brown
87. HEIGHT?
5' 9"
88. SIBLINGS?
2 half sisters and 2 step brothers
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
February
90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
It would be a disgrace if i didn't
91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
Crap doing down the drain on the dishwasher at work
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Any day there is no school and work
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Yes
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter
95. KISSES OR HUGS?
Both
96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
Damn these relationship questions
97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
A hot dog..... with my moms money
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
People who have lives
99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
Freshman-too lazy to look at the book
100. ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
Not that I know of
Saturday, April 16, 2011
Thursday, April 14, 2011
Lonelyness
a long time ago, back when i used to live in japan, more importantly when my parents were married, they would fight almost everysingle night for as long as i can remember. sometimes i would cry my self to sleep praying for them to stop fighting. well my wish came true. but not in the way that i wanted it to. they got a divorce. my dad moved to california, and me and my mom moved here to hawaii. but almost seven years later it still feels like nothing has changed. now instead of my dad, its me thats always fighting with her. verbally ofcourse.
my mom hates my dad. filled with more rage towards him than i have seen anyone muster. my mom is always comparing my faults to my dad, even when that fault has nothing to do with the situation. and now i realise that everytime she sees me, i only remind her of him. she hates me. she hates the fact that i came from her and my dad being together. so she takes her anger of him out on me. a tool to distract her from all the pain. but thats all i have ever been to people. a tool.... from manipulation, to entertainment. even the girl i used to like always had a way to tell me that we could never be togeter.t.
im sick of all the unkept promises people make to me. always saying to trust them, to wait a little longer. well fuck you. fuck all of you. im glad i stopped trusting most of you. so i dont ever have to fall into the bull shit that comes out of your mouths. ill just do everything with the people that i know are there for me.
i just want to move out of my moms house, move on with mylife. alone. because almost no one knows how i think. understand me.whether if its my mom ory friends. this leads to me being unable to express my feelings.
you know i actually cried tonight. just insults, and general yelling about me and my dad one after another. and the only thing wrong at the time was that i wasnt filling up my tub. yea my mom uses that to yell at me, then just reticule my dad.
maby i should just be alone for the rest of my life, like my friend is. its no use trying anyways. whats the point? go through so many hardships just to be thrown down. fuck that. i just give up already.
and to my friend who asked me once why i never talk about myself.
well i realized its because you never ask. e
my mom hates my dad. filled with more rage towards him than i have seen anyone muster. my mom is always comparing my faults to my dad, even when that fault has nothing to do with the situation. and now i realise that everytime she sees me, i only remind her of him. she hates me. she hates the fact that i came from her and my dad being together. so she takes her anger of him out on me. a tool to distract her from all the pain. but thats all i have ever been to people. a tool.... from manipulation, to entertainment. even the girl i used to like always had a way to tell me that we could never be togeter.t.
im sick of all the unkept promises people make to me. always saying to trust them, to wait a little longer. well fuck you. fuck all of you. im glad i stopped trusting most of you. so i dont ever have to fall into the bull shit that comes out of your mouths. ill just do everything with the people that i know are there for me.
i just want to move out of my moms house, move on with mylife. alone. because almost no one knows how i think. understand me.whether if its my mom ory friends. this leads to me being unable to express my feelings.
you know i actually cried tonight. just insults, and general yelling about me and my dad one after another. and the only thing wrong at the time was that i wasnt filling up my tub. yea my mom uses that to yell at me, then just reticule my dad.
maby i should just be alone for the rest of my life, like my friend is. its no use trying anyways. whats the point? go through so many hardships just to be thrown down. fuck that. i just give up already.
and to my friend who asked me once why i never talk about myself.
well i realized its because you never ask. e
Saturday, April 9, 2011
what a great day...
Aah, April 7, 2011. What a wonderful day that was....
So i woke up, went to school, you know the usual. Slept through most of the day, then i remembered, the teachers have a meeting after school today so we get out of school at 1:15! Little did i know that was only the beginning.
I get home at about 2:00 thinking "ok i got about 2 hours left till work... what could i do?" A little bit of time went by, when all of a sudden my moms phone rings. Honestly i could of cared less if my mom was gonna have another 2 hour talk with one of her friends, that just meant that i could use the internet, but when she answered the phone she had this apocryphal look on her face. I asked her what was going on, and she just said that there was a package downstairs waiting for me. At that moment I knew what that package was. I just looked at her in sheer amazement. I hadn't told my mom that i was expecting a new phone from my dad, well, because she would just yell at me for asking him to get me such a "stupid" thing, and i wasn't expecting it to get here for at least another three days.
I rushed out the door and ran down the hallway as quietly as I could, leaving my mom in utter confusion. Banged on the elevator button, and paced in the small 3x5 space as i descended toward my gift. It was beautiful, I nearly cried tears on joy as I opened the box to unvail my new evo shift 4g. Oh i wanted to mess around with it soo much, but i didnt have time, it was already 3:30 and i had to go to work. So i quickly unwrapped the charger and left it on my bed.
So i woke up, went to school, you know the usual. Slept through most of the day, then i remembered, the teachers have a meeting after school today so we get out of school at 1:15! Little did i know that was only the beginning.
I get home at about 2:00 thinking "ok i got about 2 hours left till work... what could i do?" A little bit of time went by, when all of a sudden my moms phone rings. Honestly i could of cared less if my mom was gonna have another 2 hour talk with one of her friends, that just meant that i could use the internet, but when she answered the phone she had this apocryphal look on her face. I asked her what was going on, and she just said that there was a package downstairs waiting for me. At that moment I knew what that package was. I just looked at her in sheer amazement. I hadn't told my mom that i was expecting a new phone from my dad, well, because she would just yell at me for asking him to get me such a "stupid" thing, and i wasn't expecting it to get here for at least another three days.
I rushed out the door and ran down the hallway as quietly as I could, leaving my mom in utter confusion. Banged on the elevator button, and paced in the small 3x5 space as i descended toward my gift. It was beautiful, I nearly cried tears on joy as I opened the box to unvail my new evo shift 4g. Oh i wanted to mess around with it soo much, but i didnt have time, it was already 3:30 and i had to go to work. So i quickly unwrapped the charger and left it on my bed.
(soo sexxay)
So again, i rushed out my door, fearing that i would be late for work and a little sad about leaving my phone at home. Fortunately i made it to work on time. Barely. Work was the same, nothing really special happened, and it was a pretty slow night. The line out side the restaurant was only about 15 feet long.(Usually I cant even see the end of the line. To me its just a never ending line of hungry patrons. My worst nightmare...)It wasnt till the end of my shift, when i was pressing out new dough for tomorrow, that i realized ITS PAY DAY!!!
My heart started to race as i thought about how i should cash my paycheck "Hmmm 20's? 100's? or maby i should just ask for pennies?" As time came for me to relieve my self from work, my heart was beating right out of my chest. I tried to stay civil as my boss tried to remember the combination for the safe.
I couldnt bare to look at it right away, I wanted to wait till i got home. So i got my free meal, changed, and got the hell outta there!
Anyways thats how my day went. Now if only my earphones hadnt broke that day........
Tuesday, April 5, 2011
Introduction
Yea the title is boring, the font is lame, (altho i dont know how to change it yet.) and im getting a little lazy to type out full words....there should be a "but" after that i really dont have anything to contrast it to.
Anyways after being peer-pressured many times, and several ... how should i say this....awkward? complicated? upsetting situations, i finally decided to make this blog. (I may or may not talk about those situations in the future) I guess i should introduce myself.
Name: Jeremy David
Age: As of now 17
Ethnicity: Japanese and White
I get a lot of writers block, so dont expect me to post frequently...
Now I shall do the bidding of the goddess of bacon flavored bacon and potatoes by listing 15 things you probably wouldnt know about me if you stared at me for three and a half minutes.
1. I skateboard, but thats pretty obvious. Im probably gonna stop skating after my teenage years
2. I like music. A lot. Wish i could play some instruments well but sadly no.
3. I have some sort of auto wait-loss program in my body so i dont have to exercise
4. For some unknown reason, the right side of any earphones i get always break. Its irritating.
5. I want to expand my vocabulary so that my intelligent thoughts can actually sound intelligent when i say them. I always think about stuff but i can never put it in to words.
6. I want to become a chef when i grow up. At the moment i am trying to decide what collage to go to.
7. So far out of the 6 skateboards i have owned, i only bought 1... Its not like i steal them, i just get them from my friends for free.Come April 8th it will become 2!
8. When it comes to US $ im pretty cheap, but if its Japanese yen, then i think that 100 yen (aprox. $0.90)is like 10 cents
9. I'm terrible with peoples names, but i always remember other completely useless things. Idk my brain is weird.
10. When i got to 6th grade my will to actually try in school just died. I suspect the cause was my stoner friends. But thanks to someone, it is starting to come back.
11. Playing Skate 3 makes me feel like i can do all those crazy ass flips, and grinds that pros do. Then i go to a skatepark and completely embarrass myself.
12. My mom yells at me for some pretty rediculous stuff sometimes. Like when I bought my own flat screen tv, with my own money. I mean, at least she didnt have to pay for it...
13. Im kinda self-concious of my leg hair, but i cant shave it because id get made fun of about that too...its happened before.
14. I also wish that i could draw, but just like my music and thoughts, i can never get it out. Always just floating around in my head.
15. I got lot of friends that are girls, but no girlfriend... -.- yea im just terrible when it comes to women.
Finally......im done.
Anyways after being peer-pressured many times, and several ... how should i say this....awkward? complicated? upsetting situations, i finally decided to make this blog. (I may or may not talk about those situations in the future) I guess i should introduce myself.
Name: Jeremy David
Age: As of now 17
Ethnicity: Japanese and White
I get a lot of writers block, so dont expect me to post frequently...
Now I shall do the bidding of the goddess of bacon flavored bacon and potatoes by listing 15 things you probably wouldnt know about me if you stared at me for three and a half minutes.
1. I skateboard, but thats pretty obvious. Im probably gonna stop skating after my teenage years
2. I like music. A lot. Wish i could play some instruments well but sadly no.
3. I have some sort of auto wait-loss program in my body so i dont have to exercise
4. For some unknown reason, the right side of any earphones i get always break. Its irritating.
5. I want to expand my vocabulary so that my intelligent thoughts can actually sound intelligent when i say them. I always think about stuff but i can never put it in to words.
6. I want to become a chef when i grow up. At the moment i am trying to decide what collage to go to.
7. So far out of the 6 skateboards i have owned, i only bought 1... Its not like i steal them, i just get them from my friends for free.Come April 8th it will become 2!
8. When it comes to US $ im pretty cheap, but if its Japanese yen, then i think that 100 yen (aprox. $0.90)is like 10 cents
9. I'm terrible with peoples names, but i always remember other completely useless things. Idk my brain is weird.
10. When i got to 6th grade my will to actually try in school just died. I suspect the cause was my stoner friends. But thanks to someone, it is starting to come back.
11. Playing Skate 3 makes me feel like i can do all those crazy ass flips, and grinds that pros do. Then i go to a skatepark and completely embarrass myself.
12. My mom yells at me for some pretty rediculous stuff sometimes. Like when I bought my own flat screen tv, with my own money. I mean, at least she didnt have to pay for it...
13. Im kinda self-concious of my leg hair, but i cant shave it because id get made fun of about that too...its happened before.
14. I also wish that i could draw, but just like my music and thoughts, i can never get it out. Always just floating around in my head.
15. I got lot of friends that are girls, but no girlfriend... -.- yea im just terrible when it comes to women.
Finally......im done.
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